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A Wheel of Fate

2006-09-25T21:19:00.000+08:00

A Wheel of Fate

currently listening to "Beautiful Days" (Kyla)

My last field trip in HS is a blast! (Although I expected more than what happened for the day) We went to the Leisure Farms where there is a butterfly garden that I truly enjoyed. I loved that experience because while inside the place everybody was calling out my names and catching butterflies for me. Kaso nga lang whenever they give the butterflies to me I just let them fly, unintetionally! I'm sorry for that and thanks guys for the effort! We took nice pictures there, of course. We went to the Forest Trail next where we crossed about 4 hanging bridges.. this I enjoyed very much. It was just a long walk with my closest friends and pictures along the way and an adventure for the rest of us especially for Sir Sunny. I was so touched because he really tried to cross the bridge (enjoying at first and still laughing) with us although he felt very dizzy already. That is why we love our Sir Sunny. We went back to the Farms to have our lunch.. Many thanks to Angela for the yummylicious BBQ she brought na talagang na-enjoy ni Myrone, hehe.

While at the trip to EK.. wala lang. I felt excited yet nervous because of one thing. Haha. I don't know why pero ganun.. The more that I felt worried the more that I want to be there immediately.

Finally we got there and this thing that disturbs me is still there but hey, I decided not to worry about it anymore although I know that it will hunt me..Noooo!

So I went on to the rides with my friends and rides lng ng rides. I rode the space shuttle for the first time and I felt really nevous while on the line, as in nervous! I rode with Bianca because I know we feel the same and the whole ride we were holding hands (ika nga niya, Hawak Kamay, haha!) The ride was really good, it was all good! After that ride I want to keep coming back! Then we took a rest for awhile then biglang umulan. We were bored and we can't stand just waiting for the rain to stop so we chose to play in the rain instead and I must say I enjoyed playing in the rain than most rides. Then we continued riding rides, haha.

I've been wanting to ride the Wheel of Fate but they won't join me but I succeeded and so we went on. Couldn't say more..it really is a wheel of fate. Haay..

I was drenching wet that's why I changed my clothes before I board the bus then I suddenly saw him. I was hoping that there would be some magic and let something happen. Haay. I was standing there waiting for my hotdog sandwhich (I was really hungry at that time) picturing moments in my head, the times when we just stare at each other and wait for something to say. Haay naku. I regret such moments.

Kaya while at the bus I just slept with Marice and try to forget about those fantasies of mine. We headed to Bianca's place after. I cannot explain why we have to do that. Everytime there is an activity we cannot go home directly, we have to stick together and talk about the day. So we just hung out for awhile then went home.

The next day, I got grounded. But I found out one thing that I truly regret. The thing that bothered me the most.I felt guilty about things also, sorry! I feel better now, although I regret not going to a place that could change the whole happenings on that day, that would give me the day that I expected. Haay. Hirap! That's fate!

**well, take a look nalang at the pictures on my multiply okie?

cosumatum est

2006-09-16T11:22:00.000+08:00

consumatum est

currently listening to "Musika" (by Shiella Mae)

"It is finished." It is what consumatum est means. My PRISAAP trips annually has ended. I just had my last year attending the said leadership training last September 10-13. For sure I will be missing everything about it; the sessions, competitions, the weather (as it is usually held in Baguio City), the sights, the people, the place, the whole experience and the lasting memories i've had. Although the last one was a sucker. I promised myself that I would make sure my last PRISAAP would be a blast turned out to be the worst. If not about being with my friends and spending more time with them it wouldn't be worth the money I paid for.

I also gained more friends among my schoolmates this time and I am keeping them. You know how odd when you're sleeping on the same bed with the people you least expect to be with? And spend the night walking around with people you barely know in school? Well, I really am thnakful because as I have spent more time with old friends I also gained new friends and understand the people that I (honestly) hate and be friends with them as well. Although there are some whome I regret I wasn't able to spend time with.

And yeah. It was the first time that the socials night which is supposed to be the highlight of the whole seminar sucked. There was no mobile and they only played about 5 songs. And take note that for the first 3 songs the lights were on. Arrgh! But we were able to rock it, though!

We lost. And it took me half the day to get back to normal after being shocked. You know how it feels when you gave your best and you love the feeling that everyone loved what you did or showed as well? When everybody is greeting how great you did and that they have great hopes for you? Then suddenly you will lost and it would make you wonder if there's something wrong about what you did and it would just keep you quiet and wondering for the rest of the day. That's what I felt. We had it. I mean even students from other schools were confident that we would win. They were even taping/recording our dance. (The winning group didn't have much supporters and fans as we have.) We got the 4th place. It sucked.

Haay. Many thanks to the people who made the whole trip fun. And nothing beats being with my chums.

Well, couldn't say more so I'll just post some pictures alright?

Frances and I, all smiles

Karmel and scary me, haha!

Crying Bianca and pitiful me.

Vintage (c/o Mr. Lao)

do we look like 4th placers?

trippin. whatta mouth.

our very own disco nights. peace out, hehe (inside joke!)

party high.

we're going home.. hate it!

chums on the wheel.

i'll be missing this.

**visit my multiply for the rest of the pics http://kick.multiply.com

ishmayl. =D

2006-09-09T20:55:00.000+08:00

ishmayl. =D

currently listening to "I Can't Take MY Eyes Off You" (OST - High School Musical)

haay.. I'm going to Baguio tomorrow and what's funny is that for the past 3 years everytime I go to Baguio eh kasabay ng Creative Competitoons sa YFC..weird huh?

Anyway.. I've been very busy ove the past weeks. From homeworks to projects to office practicums to dance and spech choir practices to CAT Training...and man! I mean busy! Although I can still manage to smile.. bakit kaya? haha! Bluebench.

Grabe, how could (more or less) 5 small steps would make me smile for (more or less) 5 long hours?

happy-happy

Powerhouse

2006-08-23T19:32:00.000+08:00

Powerhouse

currently listening to "I Always Was Your Girl" (Jennifer Love Hewitt)

Just finished taking my 1st periodical examinations except for (my special test in) Physics which I will be taking in 18 hours and I haven't mastered a single formula! I just want to be in condition and clear my mind before feeding it with tons of equations and triangles and vectors and all.

I still have a hangover from the leadership training last august 19-20. I came there expecting that it will be like the past trainings we had but man, i was WRONG. It was different in alot of ways!

Let me say that it was the first leadership training that made me feel nervous because I knew that someone.... someone's gonna be there. Let's call him Bluebench. Well, ayon nga before that day i really wasn't sure if he was going but when we were gathering already.. ayon! Confirmed! Kasama nga. I had mixed emotions. I was glad kasi hello.. I have someone to watch out for. I was nervous because of what might happen, you'll never know right? Pero I felt awkward the most. Because I don't know how to act around him. I mean, I don't know how to treat him, talk to him (or not talk to him at all). I don't know what to do whenever our eyes lock which always happen (and I feel silly because I make such expressions or I simply turn away). No! Pero it turned out well naman, though i have some regrets like I should've spoken to Bluebench, or aked him stuff, or stayed to talk, or said things to him, or simply tease him. Pero I was happy with the things I found out, I got "kilig". Haha! I don't wanna go into details because you would know how "babaw" I am when it comes to these stuff. Hehe. The thing is just they make me smile. Bluebench makes me smile.

The past leadership trainings were full of activities and group works and free times. But this one's different. It was full of work! We were mostly grouped according to our organizations and we spent most of the time planning and constructing our missions and objectives. It was the first time when I was really challenged to come back in school and make things happen. It was the first time we had a formal meeting, like what the board of directors do in movies, where we have this long table with cups of coffee in it and a white board in front of us. Everybody was active although it was very late at night. Our minds were boggling, we almost lost energy and ideas. But by the time we finished the work the feeling was incomparable. I went hugging each one of them for taking time to listen and contribute ideas.

Although it was the 2nd time that we had the leadership training with the Junior Perpetualite and CAT Officers, it was the first time that they had come up of something to call us. The 3 organizations that dominate the High School Student Body. The 3 groups that will be working together to make things happen. The JR-SSC, JP and CAT. The Powerhouse.

But what remained the same was I spent it with my friends, with the people I love. I had fun chats and good times with them. I spent sensible hours working and silly moments fooling around. We shared controversial stories about work, relationships, hopes and dreams, boys.. And I still shared the bed with the two people I did for the last 3 years, the 2 people I love working with, spending wee hours sharing, exchanging thoughts with and just hanging around with. From 1st year - 4th year we slept in one bed during leadership tranings. Bianca, Frances and I. The Genuine Powerhouse. Haha!

My Favorite Tale

2006-08-21T21:22:00.001+08:00

My Favorite Tale

This is the essay that i made for Ateneo application. I just love telling this story and also reading it all over again. And i hope you find it insipring as well.. I even cried while writing this.

Having attended the school as a student leader for 3 years carries with it both advantages and disadcantages.

One thing I've found helpful is knowing that when I go to school, my fellow students can recognize me and the work that I do in school. Many also know that I am a student with hands full (activities to organize, deadlines to meet, friends to hang-out with) and that helps me to illustrate how amazing life is when you have a strong relationship with Christ. A God-centered life is what I gained by being a member of the Youth for Christ.

During summer, while planning for the candidacy for the next school year, I had in mind that aside from bringing amendments to the school this could be one way of helping my colleagues have a fulfilling year. But not only that, I knew that if I will be elected, it will help me in a lot of ways especially in building my personality and in preparing for college. And so I put together a fierce team of passionate students. That's why I was confident that all our plans and platforms will go well and that the student body will embrace the whole posse.

But something occurred and the dream team was destroyed. In short I had to come up with a new line-up (and by the way, half of us landed on the opposing team). I was in distress. In some point I lost hope and thought of giving up on the remaining minion and go solo. But I knew that they were counting on me, I also saw a lot of potential in them and I don't want to waste that.

Thankfully, i came up with a fresh and promising line-up. But boy, this was when i felt my nerves fussing. It's the first time that I've been a part of a line-up like this, a line-up which was composed of students who don't belong to pilot classes and are barely known in the campus. We were the underdog and i was the one leading them.

Being the small fry was tough. We had to experience harassments such as a malfunctioning of an air conduitioning unit and headquarters. Plus, the unfavorable remarks or even expressions coming from others. At times I felt weak and lost energy to handle things, but I had to be strong for them. They were like family and I would do anything in my power to protect them.

Since I was aware of the uncertainties and reservations that each member felt, I assured that they would still have faith in themselves and in God. That is why we began and ended with a prayer every single day. ANd all the exhaustion and suffering we had would all be relieved with the help of each other's company, the laughter and of course, the prayers.

Did we win? During the Miting de Avance we did not expect the support our fellow students gave us. I don't mean to brag about this but when we entered the hall there was a deafening but flattering, thunderous but heart-warming cheer for us. WHat happened was a history.

But did we win? The votes were coming and some of us were doing good, some were still battling with the odds, I was one of them. We started praying together and that's when all the sacrifices, hardships, pains paid off. I heard their prayers for the team, for me. I felt their sadness. Some were crying while the others kept silent. Some were full of prayers while the others were a t a loss for words. Some managed to crack a joke while others were hurt. But what's important is that we all connected to one another; we all connected to God. We all learned to love one another and we made the students feel that love. We learned to belive in ourselves and the people around us. We kept our faith alive.

Only 3 sltos were taken from us by the opposing team, one of those slots were mine. I lost by several votes. I was torn. I was upset. But hey, my team dominated and I am proud. I expected to lead students and they became servants of God. I put up a political party and we became a family. I intended to win the elections and I won their hearts and their faith instead.

I know this happened for a reason. I deserve more that i hoped for. I hoped to lead the students but I am destined to lead the youth. And God made that clear.

Series of (Un)Fortunate Events

2006-07-24T13:50:00.000+08:00

Series of (Un)Fortunate Events

currently listening to "When There Was Me and You" (Vanessa Anne Hudgens)

Well, sorry i've been away for such a long time. We lost our internet connection and i've been really busy with school that's why i can't find time to log in. So, a lot of things happened but i am quite too tired to go into details of every single moment plus i still have tons to do so i'll just give you short stories.. and i'll just post few photos later on..

"P.I.N.O.Y"

Do you remember my post last May? Well, that is the name of our political party. It's one of the most memorable and amazing things that happened to me in my senior year. Eveything we have planned during summer.. well, didn't quite go well because Frances and i decided to go separate parties and so i put up my own party and everything just fall into places you know.

I just lifted up everything to God and super galing talaga. Ang dami naming harrassments as in! Yung HQ namin, yung mismong kame basta lahat.. super history yung campaign this year. Pero God worked talaga, you know.. although i did not win pero most of us did.. 3 lng kme na hindi pero i felt like a winner because i felt the respect and love the people gave me..

I had a few problems with my friends but everything was fixed immediately.. That 1 week really changed me and brought me a new family and taught me to love big time! I can't explain through words how important they are to me, my PINOY family, my Integ family, Sir sunny, the teachers, my family, the Perpetualite family (naks parang show biz) pero super ang saya talaga nung experience na yun!

Although that very day i lost my phone.. i'm sorry i promised i won't go into details pero i can't help it, i'm just super happy.

**well after that i honestly don't know what to do in my senior year.. pero i prayed lang and after that i kept on seeing dance movies, dance videos, pictures.. just anything that involves dancing and i felt like dancing really is my calling.. ahaha! so you guys watch out!

**i also felt like i can't be a servant of two masters meaning if God will give me the position for presidency, He knew that i would be super focused and i might forget about my service in YFC. That's why he still made me part of the SC to help and support but i should keep myself focused on my service in the community.

"Integrity!"

We had our retreat last July 12-14. I didn't expect much from this year's retreat but it's one of my most favorite retreats.. Aside from the place that i really love, i got to spend more time with my Integ family and i got to know them better.. and i felt really loved that's why it made me fall in love with them even more, each one of them.

Cristina is my roommate and we've discovered alot of things we have in common and so we've concluded that she is my past and i am her future. Super loka loka nga kami eh.. nagtatakutan lang kami during the first night, ahaha! Pero i super enjoyed it, kaya we slept really close kahit na 2 lang kami, siksik na siksik kami sa isa't-isa.. ahaha! What's awful is taht palagi kaming late sa mga sessions.. hindi naman namin sinasadya eh, it's just that...ewan. They're calling us princesses tuloy, i don't know if it's good or bad.. pero we are very and sincerely sorry.

I will forever treasure that retreat, super love na love ko ang section ko and soon we will prove evryone that we deserve to be respected and that we deserve to be called IV-Integrity.

"High School Musical and She's the Man"

Well recently ko lang napanood yung movies na to and i fell in love with it! Super, i love the songs from HS Musical and i've been singing them for two weeks already. I learned the dances already..i have the songs in my MP3.. "This could be the start of something new.." haay.. and i think i'm studying music (well just singing!)

And i love Channing Tatum! Super! I love soccer.. i'm loking for someone who could teach me. Kahit na sumipa lang or do this move na super astig.. haaay! I love Channing Tatum.

"Medic"

I am part of the medics! Ahaha.. loser pero super excited ako. I'm looking forward to wearing the GOA.. and all the trainings, ahaha. And we're gonna learn first aid. Ahaha! Wala lang, nakakatuwa lang kasi..and i love marching!

"Mass Induction"

First project ng SSC.. nothing much from this event. Nakakatawa lang kasi during the rehearsal, super nakakahiya! First, i slipped and ALOT of people saw that.. buti nalang i handled it with poise and cuteness! ahaha! Second, I SANG! ahahaa.. and knowing me..? i don't sing in front of 400 students, with the mic..i just don't sing! Nooo! Yun lang..

and funny kasi AA and i discovered that we were good emcees, i enjoyed it lang! And i got to spend time and work with my beloved family, i missed them that's all.

Well yun lang naman, madami pa pero ito lang yung mga fun stories or at least those i can remember and oh yeah.. i already have The OC season 3 and.. i'm excited to finish it! Haay.. as of now, i will focus on my studies, work sa SC, service sa YFC (by the way i am planning to join few programs, yay!) and dancing.. and my family and friends..!

**good news, i am in a very healthy condition right now.. i'm taking medications regularly and i feel healthy, sana tuloy-tuloy na.

Well i'm back to being super girl. Whenever you need me..i'm at your service.

Be not afraid, gush forth and inspire for God is unlimited!

2006-05-31T15:13:00.000+08:00

Be not afraid, gush forth and inspire for God is unlimited!

Wow. I'm baaack. After a long long time! Well, fasting ko ang net for the past 3 camps and aside from that we don't have internet connection at home. That's why we went out pa to use the net. Anyway lahat ng pag-fasting ko.. super worth it!

As in during the camp i thought na nasa camp ako ng ibang chapter.. Nung gabi lang sakin nag sink-in na camp pala talaga ng chapter namin yun. Super ang sarap ng feeling! Alam mo yun, 31 souls! Haay. I have plenty of kwentos pa but since nagbabayad lang kami next time nalang yung long version.

I'm going back to school very soon. I'm not sure if i'm excited about it but i'm definitely looking forward to it. It's just that hindi ko pa nasusulit vacation ko and don't have enough money yet. But anyways..

There's nothing i should be afraid of. I will go and inspire alot of people. And i know He will never leave me hanging and short. He will provide me with everything i need, for His power is unlimited. His love is unlimited. He is unlimited.

Ta-ta for now! Mwa.

Kid-ness.

2006-05-12T00:39:00.000+08:00

Kid-ness.

currently listening to "Game of Love" (Carlo Santana feat. Michelle Branch)

We planned to hang-out at joyce's place so tae woke me up early so we could buy chips for our tambay. Then went back home to have lunch. Then went to Joyce's already. When we got there, kami palang tao, so the usual na maabutan mo sa romeros on a lazy day. (What is it? It will remain a secret between me and the romeros, haha!) So ayon, we watched DVD while waiting for the others then suddenly Pajong texted na they're on their way na at more or less than 10 sila.. So si Joyce, kinabahan na. Then finally Pajong texted na 11 talaga sila. Ayos! So they came na, kaya we stopped watching muna and in-entertain sila. Until nag-swim na silang lahat and kami dun lang tabi nanonood at nangungulit at nagkukulitan like kids.

We got tired of just sitting there that's why we decided to go to the..ta-da! Park! The best place in the world for a kid and a kid-at-heart like me! Super, we tried the swing at ang saya talaga.! And then we went for the seesaw and i super enjoyed it. As in! Tapos ang ingay pa namin, ako lang yata. Enjoy kasi eh! When we left, I just noticed that the kids, they don't seem to be having fun in the park, you know? They're supposed to scream, and shout, and laugh, and run. But they are just in one place and watching us "grown-ups" having fun. I was like, "Hey, enjoy naman kayo.! Cum'on, you're kids!" So ayon, we went back. Sat down ulet, but after awhile umahon na rin sila.

Since nagpakabata na ako. I took advantage of the moment and yung dami namin, I asked them to play patintero! Haha! Enjoy talaga! I teamed up with Keno, Rocky, Calvin, Andy and Maita. The opposing team was composed of Bay, Jep, Pajong, Joyce, Jomar and Jun D. (Si monads kasi.. "Monad, tamad" sabi ni tae yan ah, peace!) Super enjoy talaga. Ang tagal nga lang before may manalo pero ang saya talaga! Feeling bata kami lahat a nag-lalaro sa kalsada at titigil at magta-time out pag may dadaang tricycle o koche. I got wounded pero it's worth it anyway. Until may party pooper na truck ng tubig at nag-park dun sa area namen, kaya we decided to stop na. Then they left na. Babayoo!

We changed lang our shirts because we are super pawis just like when we were batang gusgusins.! Tapos hang-out muna for awhile, trippings with the tiny monitor there! Tapos we went home na rin.

I super had fun talaga. Sabi nga ni tae eh, "Sana maulit!" So naulanan ako ng Agua de Mayo at sabi nila swerte daw pag nangyari yun. Well if it's because that why I got my 1st coaching job then i'm glad it happened. I was asked to teach a bunch of kids or teens my age to dance or a dance for their presentation (with payment!) I'm excited cause at last I will dance again plus make money at the same time, woohoo! Ayon, I'm super excited about it. We will start this Saturday na that's why tomorrow we will prepare for it na. Yay! Well, it's getting late, bye bye for now.!

current state of being - still hopeful.

PINOY

2006-05-09T19:49:00.000+08:00

PINOY

currently listening to - "I Know" (Save Ferris)

Wondering about my title for today's entry? Well, let's save it for now, promise i'll tell you when the time comes. But I'm sure you'll get a hint after reading my entry.

I woke up early to prepare for our meeting. I decided to cook baked mac for merienda so i went to the grocery na. Got home, then cooked. It's past 1pm already and none of them are here yet. So i waited until bianca and frances arrived. So meeting daw pero nalilihis din naman yung topics namin. Until roxanne came and again we talked about some serious stuff until nalihis ulet. Then christina came and since we knew that no one else will arrive we decided to eat. This time we were able to really deal with our agenda. Super plenty of ideas, made us all very excited. Until it's late na and they had to leave na.

Well, wala lang naman. I got so excited nga lang of the things we talked about. Too bad can't share much yet. And i thought, it's been awhile since i last posted. So here. But i gotta run cause i have to do my OBLIGATIONS in my chapter. Tata for now!

current state of being - hopeful

Batangas Pics :D

2006-05-02T14:39:00.000+08:00

Batangas Pics :D

with the cutest Nico, who is a younger version of.. guess who?

and again.. this time with all the ates.

flower power family

with jomi and jade, i missed these girls!

well, that's all that i have right now. hope you enjoyed them. ishmayl!

DIscover Yourself And Be Free!

2006-05-02T13:44:00.000+08:00

Discover Yourself And Be Free!

currently listening to "All Nite (Janet Jackson)"

Well, I read edz's and joyce's stories about the past discovery camp before I tell mine.. And just like theirs it's gonna be really long and of course it would contain same stories pero medyo iba nga lang yung ibang happenings!

We're supposed to be there like 7am pero we slept late so we got there about 10am already.. We gathered na then Big Brother (it's the theme of the whole camp) welcomed us na and readily gave us the house rules and our first task which is to create choreography of our very own theme song, "One Day". Then we were divided into 3 groups. I'm from MataimTEAM and we won and got the prettiest ID holder, haha! The other teams were PataTEAM and MaiTEAM! Tapos we went on with the talks na.. Talks for the whole day and group sharings.. Super I learned alot from all the talks and the sharings especially about family.. Ah! I was super touched, astig!

The last talks for the 1st day was all about LOVE.. and astig yung talks and sharings, they were all so inspiring..haay! And it finished mga 1am na and ang cute kasi it ended up with an acoustic night where the boys will have to ask the girls for a slow dance and will give them a necklace. The girls will have to give an anklet in return.. Well, si David yung nagbigay sakin and we danced for awhile.. After that napagod na din ang mga musikeros tapos yung iba, humiga na din.. So yung mga high pa, like me, played around pa.. After our 4th game we got tired na rin kasi may mga mattress na.. Ayon, humiga na rin kame and stargazing lang and i saw 4 falling stars. Si Joyce kawawa kasi wala siyang glasses, so wala siyang makita na stars! Na-bore ako so i played house music tapos dun ko na-disover and PEMDAS! I super love that dance (don't worry when we meet ituturo ko sau!) Tapos the CD keep on skipping kaya we decided to play stop dance. Ang cute ni Paolo R. (he taught the dance nga pla) kasi super career mode siya! Tapos when we got tired na rin niyaya kami ni Paolo (since siya ang pasimuno ng lahat!) na maglaro nung mind-boggling game na pupunta sa kung saang-saang lupalop! Ang tagal din nung game, in fairness, as in ang dami ng patterns! After nun nag-yaya naman si Paolo ng ghost stories so nag-siksikan na kame lahat. Eh si Chris ayaw makining tapos kanta lang siya ng kanta tapos laugh trip si Samboy kasi parang Sims daw si Chris tapos ginagaya na namin siya kaya tawa na lang kme ng tawa..kaya hindi n namin maintindihan yung stories.. Tapos for awhile nag-stop din ung ghost stories kasi the sun's almost up na.. ang weird kasi that's the time we decided to sleep na then woke up din so mga less than 30 minutes lang daw kme tulog.. Oh yeah!

Tapos woke up na then sleep then ligo then sleep ulet then when i finally woke up i saw them doing the task (awards) Big Brother gave us. Kaya i hurriedly thought of something for Samboy (siya ung nakuha ko) Tapos laugh trip si Chris kasi magkasama kame gumawa.. wala lang. Tapos we went on with the last talk na and re-commitment thing and i must say it's the first time i cried talaga (although nung sa family din, a bit) kasi it strucked me the most! I super thank ate Cams, kuya Koko, David and Randy! Super thank you guys! As in bigtime! Tapos we ended the camp with a worship and ayon uwian na!

The camp helped me alot! I discovered alot of things (as it is the objective of the camp) about myself, my friends, my family, my so-called lovelife, and my commitment with the Lord. And right now, i'm still working on those things, little by little. Kaya kau jan.. watch-out lang!

Super tired ako kaya when got home, we ate lang den bihis na den higa with tae (maita) tapos eventually i fell asleep din. We're supposed to swim at Joyce's place today pero madumi daw yung pool kaya next time nalang. So ngayon, i'll go with mama to the.. ta-dah! Supermarket, surprised? Don't be, it's her hobby.. haha! Cge2, ishmayl!

All Piled Up

2006-04-28T20:48:00.000+08:00

All Piled Up

currently watching Big Brother channel (24/7)

Hey you! Well, lot of things happened since my last entry that's why all my kwentos have piled up already. So I'll just give you short kwentos about those interesting events! Here..

Thursday, 04/20: "Ilayo niyo ako sa Yellow Cab"
Joyce and I went to Pau's place for a movie marathon. We left at around 5pm din because we have a meetin--ehem! Actually it was just dinner treat from tita bonnie at Yellow Cab and they ordered a lot and I mean A LOT! Kaya si tito pinilit kami ubusin yun and from that day I swear I'd stay away from Yellow Cab for a week!

Friday, 04/21: "I will be...in college!"
After a long time I got to be with my dearest chums again. Too bad nga lang I wasn't able to swim with them pero tumambay kami sa Starbucks and there we thought about our future specifically our college life which is just a year from now. We came up with exciting ideas of what courses to take up and all. Well, it's just fun sharing dreams and goals with my chums!

Saturday & Sunday, 04/22-23: "And I'll become even more undignified than this!"
That's a line from a Kids' worship song. I taught that sa kids during the Kids Camp in Batangas. Super I had a great time with all the kids and the other ates and kuyas (flower is power!) I met Nico once again, the younger version of sexybeast! Haha, he's such a sweetie. Direcho ako ng YFC meeting after the camp!

Monday, 04/24: "Oooh..!"
Kat and Joyce went at my place to have another movie marathon. We watched "Blue Crush" that made us go "Ooooh..!" and "Whoa!" and "Aah!" sa sobrang astig nung wave rides. After that "Raise Your Voice" naman, this time palaging "Awwh..." because of it's mushiness! Haha. Then we saw "Harry Potter 4" just to see how gwapo the boys are, puro fast forward, haha!

Thursday, 04/27: "Haha.."
We had our band practice at the Romeros' place and super laugh trip kasi at first hindi namen maukha yung songs. Tapos Nico and Monads kept on laughing pa. The rest came na rin after a few minutes. And then, we got the songs narin somehow. Basta super laugh trip lang.

Today: "Err.."
I had my hair trimmed and we had another band practice. Turned out we watched TV lang, although we practiced a bit. What's interesting is that I never thought I'd hang out and have a good time with Edz, Yan-yan, Sam and Apol. Wala lang.. Enjoy pala sila kasama and saya kausap.

Ayon, since our Big Brother channel is back, I'm also back to being hooked up with these teen housemates, jologs ba? Ayos lang, cute si Fred, Mikee and Kim eh. Anyway, I might be away ulet because I will be super busy with YFC and school stuff so swerte nalang if makapag-post ako.

Babayoo!

err.

2006-04-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

err.

currently listening to "Pon De Replay (Rihanna)"

Wen to school with mama and rocky for the enrollment and super hassle. Like i confronted a man pa na sumingit! Kainis kasi eh! But eventually we finished din, i even have.. well, 5 books for next school year.. na-excite tuloy ako..

Then went to town to meet up with ate cams.. yun pala she's with bokoy na super tagal ko ng hindi nakikita..! Ayon, we're supposed to meet up with joyce na nasa UST pa for her enrollment as well.. Sam, ate diane and pau came and nasa UST parin siya..

I just love hanging out with this sisters.. super laugh trip whenever they're around, pero we are making sense ah.. Tapos bokoy's around pa.. enjoy talaga.. So we got tired of waiting for joyce kaya we went to her place to play poker (told you i'm hooked!) i almost won..!

Yun stayed there lang.. too bad kat wasn't able to join us.. anyway.. played cards lang then decided to go home na din!

I wanna blog some more but i have tons to do pa.. ching! Babayoo!

The long lost blogger

2006-04-18T18:56:00.000+08:00

The long lost blogger

Hey, I'm back. Yes, I hurriedly posted davao pics as I promised. More pictures and videos will follow..

Holy week vacation was great! Although the road trips were really long and tiring, super worth it naman when we got there. It was bitin nga eh. I enjoyed spending time with family. You know, cousins, aunts and uncles, nieces and nephews, even grandparents! I will try to post some pics and videos of that vacation as well.

Well, before I left for Bicol, I was really hooked on poker! Played with my sibs and friends. Even went to David's place to play with gffs Kat and Joyce and the rest of 'em. David also introduced me a site where I can play online. Now can't wait for another game! Yep, played with my sibs and cousins! I can't help it! And besides it's one way of bonding with family!

The Golpeo Summer Reunion 2 was fun! I super miss Andre and Kyona, my baby mokeys! But what I loved the most was the Paradise experience! And we owe alot to ate Giselle and kuya Jib. Too bad some of our cousins couldn't make it. Drank a little, just a little! But danced and danced! And laughing my heart out with kuya RV's silly jokes and Joshua's drunkeness! Of course being with my homegirl, my sibs, my mare and my cousins really made the gimik a night I would never forget!

Haay, basta I had a great time! Now, we're having plans of going back for the fiesta and guess what!? They want me to join the sagala. I'm quite excited about the idea because, it will be a firt time for me, but I'm not sure of going back. That's why I proposed a deal--wish me luck!

Davao pics and paradise video =p

2006-04-18T00:29:00.000+08:00

Davao pics and paradise video =p

at the airport.

the boys with rich alvarez and larry fonacier.

having dinner. want veggies?

1st nyt at the ILC..picture!..

..and more pictures! (tatak SC1)

riding on a boat going to paradise island!

jorgia: tito bong, nooo! nasasakal ako!

bye jorgia, mag-ssmile ka pa ah!

feeding fishes is so much fun..

..kaya lumapet kami, woohoo!

smile david! you're going swimming!

buti pa sila tito, all smiles! sexy!

"Ang Init ng Araw at Ang Gwapo Ko Pa Rin! The Movie" starring alexis eusebio and ronald romero

Mr. Beach Body 2006 Finalists

We just love piña!

the cast: at the zoo!

the boys with the ostrich. (where are youuu?)

girls naman..scary!

so wacky! enjoy ang paradise experience!

and again..!

muslim mode with homegurl and kuya koko

and again, with mr. jomel this time.

ILC Days =D

2006-04-10T08:26:00.000+08:00

ILC Days = D

currently listening to "It's You, It's Me (Kaskade)"

I'm back from ILC.. I'm supposed to post yesterday but I'm super tired and sleepy.. Haay, ang saya ng ILC! Although may ibang hindi nakasama pero super fun parin! Now do i have to kwento each day..? Sige na rin, hehe!

April 7, 1st day ng ILC

Ayon.. We met at the airport na then check-in and all.. Tapos when we arrived at the waiting area nakasabay pa namin almost lahat ng cast ng "D'Lucky Ones" wala lang.. And then some of the "Redbull" team members arrived na, si Alvarez and Fonacier, then the boys asked for a picture with them. Tapos mas madami pang dumating after.. si Villanueva ba yun? and some pa.. Napagkamalan pa nga nila si Koko na player eh.. haha!

Delayed yung flight namen eh, so we waited pa.. tapos ayon, boarding na.. katabi ko sa plane si Nico and Yoki super laugh trip! Sabi nga ni monad, sabaw! Ang kulit!

Tapos we arrived na, then ayon.. went to the hotel, had dinner and nag prepare.. then went to the site na!

While we were at the hotel pala, nang-trip kami..we called rooms and told them we're from Durian King and we deliver durians.. tapos we called the bunsos' room.. kulitan at first then..here's a part of our super kulit convo..

Me: Durian delivery! Gusto niyo po ba ng durian or durian candy?
Yoki: huh? hindi po, wrong number!
Me: Hindi,. Di ba sa galeria ito? Rm. 308?
Yoki: Opo, teka lang.
Monad: Hello?
Me: Yes, durian delivery ito..
Monad: Pwede niyo ba kami deliveran ng doorknob? Sira kasi doorknob namin eh, na-lock kami..
Me: Haha! (that blew my cover!)

**tapos yun, we helped them out na..!

Then we arrived at the site na.. ok naman at first then it began to rain.. it was the first time to rain in ILC.. tapos ayon. When the rain stopped tuloy lang yung sessions (Bagong Balita, super laugh trip and fave speaker si Kuya JQ).. astig noh! Galing talaga ni God.! Tapos habang praise ang kukulit nila Don at Lorenz at Jorgia at Koko at David.. sayaw ng sayaw, pinasayaw pa ako ng "Ang Ganda Ko!" ahaha!

After the sessions we went back to the hotel na, tapos we all took a bath lang (but the others didn't, yucky!) then tambay sa room namen lahat! Played cards lang and CS.. then harutan tapos aion nagka-antukan na!

April 8, 2nd day (beach!)

Because we slept late (almost 3am), we all woke up late and had breakfast altogether sa room nila David.. After shower, the very generous tito edric, tito bong and tita mae, allowed us to go to the beach! Yay!

Ayon nga, super astig kasi we rode a bangka and crossed islands to get to "Paradise"..ang ganda nung place! We fed fishes pa! Ang cute talaga! Only the boys went swimming tapos kame dun lang sa shore and looked for shells, tapos tambay lang.. i enjoyed it!

While waiting for the boys, ate Mae (Maron's cousin) accompanied us to the mini zoo! Ang cool nung ibang birds pero super scary yung ostrich! Kasi lumapet samen and super laki ng mata! I had goosebumps talaga! Scary!

We went back with the boys to take pictures with the animals and with that scary ostrich! Tapos we're supposed to go directly to the site but again they decided to let us rest muna kasi pag punta namen sa site direcho na yun until the next day!

Kaya ayon, balik sa site, ligo-ligo, tapos long sleep! Then had dinner then went to the site na! And then again it rained! Then stopped, then rained again! Then finally it stopped na, tapos ayon we sat na for the sessions (Kontrobersyal and Rated K) and finals night (galing nung bands! "Itanong mo sa akin..").. until super bangag na kami lahat tipong ang kukulit na! Laugh trip talaga! Kaya we decided to lie down na.. haay! Tulog-tulog then woke up na to get ready for mass..

April 9, 3rd day (babayoo na!)

Ang weird lang kasi nag-mass kami ng naka paa.. Ang high ng mga tao! Lalo na si Monads, grabe eh! Sa sobrang high, pati "Kristo Maawa Ka" nag-cclap siya..high diba? (bagong gising daw kasi..)
Ayon until session (Lakas ng Kabataan) then awarding, daming panalo ng Manila (one manila, lupet!). Tapos uwian na.. then ILC's over (We say goodbye Davao and say hello to Bohol!)

Went back to the hotel to get some sleep. Me, ate Cams, Koko and Mr. Jomel had to leave earlier.. pero we went out muna with one of our fave titos (Kuya Marvie) and his GG (God's Gift), ate Bam.. he treated us out..

Then ayon nga we had to leave na. We're supposed to leave by 1:30pm pero na-delay ulet kaya we left past 3 na.. super natulog lang ako..tapos they took pa a picture of me while sleeping.. hmp!

Then ayon! Back to manila na..!

And that's the ILC Story. It as super tiring but of course your super girl had loads of fun..! Haay, next year ulet!

Durian delivery!

**to follow nalang yung pics!

Davao!

2006-04-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

Davao!

currently listening to "Your Girl (Roxanne Barcelo)"

Hey, I'm going to Davao tomorrow! I'm excited, no doubt. But I'm quite sad din kasi I won't be able to join my friends in watching th final battle of Little Big Star..haay.. I'm gonna miss the oh so cute sam concepcion.. =c that's sad..

Wala naman..chillax lang with my gff (but Joyce was not around) with ate diane and ate cams and david.. Super i miss hanging out with them.. And si Pau, super laugh trip parin kasama.. I bet matagal ulet yung next tambay namen..haay..

Yun nga I'm going to Davao tomorrow for ILC so I'll be away for three days and I haven't packed my things yet..

So I better go.. And I'll be back with tons of kwentos.. Ciao!

Happy Anniversary!

2006-04-04T22:59:00.000+08:00

Happy Anniversary!

currently..doing nothing, just blogging..

Guess what? Ate Cams just got her first job..of course I'm happy for her pero ang nakakainis lang is that hindi natuloy ang shopping plans namen.. but it's ok though, I shopped with mama.. Before that I stayed in papa's office muna thought I could just wait for Ate Cams pero since we didn't know it was gonna be her first day.. kaya we had lunch lang with papa then I left na to meet mama..

Aion nga, shopping shopping then went to hear mass..tapos had dinner with the rest of the family to celebrate my parents' anniversary..tapos went to timezone lang then ruins then home na..

At ngayon i'm uber sleepy..goodnyt!

Enjoying Summer

2006-04-03T09:43:00.000+08:00

Enjoying Summer

currently listening to "Spin Around (Josie and The Pussycats)"

I missed 2 days of blogging so this one would be quite long.. I'm enjoying vacation very much, 1st weekend palang linubos ko na! I went out with friends agad! So here..

April 1: I Swear..haha!

My saturday started like a normal lazy day.. Foot spa service at home, reading magazines. But hey, this day is the official start of summer vacation and i won't spend it being lazy at home. So i messaged my friends if they wanna go out, pero si Pam lang ang available kaya yun we decided to watch a movie..

We're supposed to watch She's the Man pero wala naman kaya we saw Just Friends nalang and super laugh trip talaga.. I enjoyed the movie a lot! You should see it! Naiisip ko palang yung movie natatawa na ko..! (Forgiveness..) Haay..

Tapos aion, Karmel followed nalang kasi wala nga siyang enough money to see a movie.. tapos aion.. nag-ikot lang kami until 9pm.. Tapos sobrang katakot pa yung mga guys na humahabol samin..! Iba talaga si Karmel!

My 1st day of vacation was fun, though kami-kami lang enjoy naman.. I went out on a date with Pam and Karmel.. haha!

April 2: Whoa!

Hmm.. I went out with the Romeros to watch Joyce's cheerleading competiton (NCC). And I want to thank tita Jovi and tito Robert and the rest for being sooo baet..! Salamat po sa ticket at sa treat sa Superbowl. Aion nga and the schools were great! Perps (college) won nga eh.. too bad Beda High didn't win.. Galing-galing! I had a great time talaga.. with all the laugh trip vendors..! (pop cuurrrn, astea (iced tea), woooterr)

Tapos pauwi, i went to SM nalang kasi andun sila mama.. tapos aion na, mass, dinner then ruins tapos went home..and watche Raymart-Claudine Wedding! ahaha! Super big time! Whoa!

And for today April 3:

Just went to divisoria with mama and ate cams to buy stuff for the reunion.. yun lang sobrang tiring lang mag lakad.. yun lang..

As for now, i'm gonna rest lang and fix things for clearance..and watch out for Panday! Ahaha.

Babayoo!

kamusta naman yun?

2006-03-31T21:22:00.000+08:00

kamusta naman yun?

currently listening to "What You Waiting For? (Gwen Stefani)", in a indian seat position and grooving to the beat! (grooving..!?)

Hey.. We had our recognition ceremonies earlier and we had to perform so aion.. rehearse, rehearse.. I felt really tired then (until now). I feel really sleepy, I promise I'll catch some sleep.. maybe i'll do it after this.! Super kakaiba yung day ko, why? well here..

First, Mang Roger took us to school today and super saya kasi sakto pagbaba ko ng car.. sakto bumaba rin ng car si..sexybeast! (kamusta naman yun?) And lumingon pa siya..so ako naman i looked at my phone so suddenly (para kunwari hindi ko siya nakita! ahaha!) Tapos ayon syempre nasa harap ko siya hanggang pag-akyat sa building.. ang bango! Basta..may moment pa..masyado na nga lang obvious pag kinwetoko pa.. (like he's gonna read my blog?!)

And then, ayon nga we have to perform and when the time came that we have to be all made-up na..I was the last to finish and super funny kasi diba i have very (as in) long lashes, I curled it then put mascara tapos ang cute kasi nakataas talaga kaya nagmuka daw sun yung eyes ko.. (kamusta naman yun?) Funny kasi, kakaiba talaga. And normally hindi ganun ka taas or ka-curl yung eyelashes ko.. wala lang..

Then recognition ceremonies na nga. Tapos after nung dance namin, change lang then went back, tapos super laugh trip si Dizon.. yung kwento niya about dun sa classmate niya na hiniraman niya ng uniform who turned out na walang damit and had to stay sa cubicle ng CR (kamusta naman yun?) Funny kasi si Dizon eh.. madami pa siyang nakwento and in fairness I didn't expect na makakausap ko siya ng ganun ah.. super we made sense (kamusta naman yun?)

Now this one's shocking..
mama and I is in the line ready for the awarding..(Christina and her mom behind us)
Mrs. Dumlao: Christina Reyes and parent..? Dito po kayo..
(Christina and mom went ahead)
Mama: Ui, yung binilhan naten ng bahay oh!
Me: Sino?
Mama: Yan si Reyes!
Me: Huh? (really shocked!)

Yes, Christina used to live at our house! Funny kasi we are just getting along discovering common stuff between us like, we're both "sickful" and always absent and late (sorry!) and now this! (kamusta naman yun?) Grabeh talaga, I was so shocked that I asked her immediately if she knew about it, and she does! Ang daya! Ang galing lang talaga..I didn't expect this, na I would be friends with this girl and share alot of things with her!

Tapos ayon, I'm not supposed to go home pa talaga but mama let me! Kaya ang loser ko nanaman while my chums are out there, nakatambay! (kamusta naman yun?)

Diba super kakaiba..? Ngayon I'm super sleepy and but I have to know kung anong mangyayari kay Bianca at Zanjoe! (kamusta naman yun?) ahaha!

haay.. yun ang lagay ng araw ko.. kayo? kamusta? bukas ulet!

I'm baaack!

2006-03-30T17:25:00.000+08:00

I'm baaack!

currently listening to "A Beautiful Life (Lindsay Lohan)"

Goush! I super missed this.. and hey, i have a whole new skin..? How do you like it? I super duper ultra mega love it.. of course I made it myself and ang hirap gawin niyan ah.!

Anyway, here are a few updates:

1.) I've been such a coffee addict! Since final exams are up, i really have to stay awake and study notes and lessons and coffee's really helping a lot.! As in i'm taking more than 3 cups a day..but I'm trying to cut the habit as early as today..! So far, nakaka-isang cup palang ako. Yay!

2.) Yep, school's over.. clearance day nalang and recognition day and then--hurrah! Summer na.! Meaning i'm going to davao, meet new friends in workshops, beach, beach, beach and spending time under the sun at magpaitim, woohoo!

3.) I've been really hooked in the computer and television for the longest time! Since we have the BIG BROTHER channel super sinusubaybayan ko ang love story ni Zanjoe and Bianca.! Also I'm helping ate cams with her blog skin kaya ang tagal ko rin sa PC.

4.) Grabeng miss ko na friends ko! Lately, mag-isa ako umuuwi kasi i have to be home early nga, kaya hindi na ako nakakasabay sa dear chums ko. And it's really2 sad..! I hope we get together more often this summer. Oh well!

5.) My baby mokey's growing really fast! And dami ng alam ni Kyona na tricks! She knows how to blow na for her 1st birthday (which is next month), she knows how to kiss and flying kiss and alot more pa.! She's the cutest!

Well, yun lang nmn ang mga nangyari sa akin sa nakaraang linggo..and of course i missed blogging!

**oh and yeah! I wanna thank Frances Ysabel P. Remo for her time. She taught me all the lessons that i missed! Ice cream for you and a kiss!

Well, I'm back! Kitakits.!

Excuse letter

2006-03-23T19:57:00.000+08:00

Excuse letter

in a hurry

hey! i know kakastart ko palang but i have to file a leave for about 5 days.. our final exams is scheduled next week and i really have to prepare for it.. so, hopefully i'll see you on wednesday..

babayoo.!

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2006-03-22T22:50:00.000+08:00

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currently..watching Pinoy Big Brother, chatting with friends..tired!

finally..! i have a personalized template.. and i made it myself..! well not totally..eh bsta, i worked hard for this..

about my day..wala naman masyado..im just counting the days til vacation..ahaha. of course while fixing things for clearance and starting to review for the finals.. haay.

i really am tired so i'l be back nalang 2mw for more and more sensible kwentos..

goodnyt!

My Second First..huh?!

2006-03-20T19:47:00.000+08:00

My Second First..huh?!

currently sitting in an indian seat position, coughing very badly, chatting with friends and listening to Pachelbel's Canon.. =p

wow.. it's my first entry in my second blog..! weird huh..? but yeah, i promised to be faithful and consistent this time..! and so i have to begin with this, though it has to be really short..

hmm.. balik school, i've been away for long dahil sa bwisit na health ko.. haay, nakakainis kasi i can't do the things that i wanna do.. how can i be a muchacha estupenda [super girl] that i wanna be when i am not in a good condition..? haay, kahit na! i won't let these weak lungs and asthma stop me from doing what i love..

it hurts me lang kasi it seemed like pinabayaan ko yung lahat ng responsibilities ko and studies ko.. when i really didn't want that to happen.. tapos mismong close friends ko yung nag-didiin sakin.. wala lng.. nakaka hurt lng but i don't wanna mind it nalang and i'll just make it up for those who thought na pinabayaan ko sila.. and last week na ng school and i have to complete all the requirements for clearance.. kaya ayoko na silang problemahin!

yun lang.. as i said i have tons of work to do, at least i tried to post diba..?! so hopefully tommorrow ulet noh!Ü

ciao!